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Journal Entry: Mon Apr 28, 2008, 8:33 AM

I wanted to write

a new journal entry. But as I sit here, my thoughts become blurred and I am left with blank words.

I've been trying to get through this day as if it's just like any other day. I'm living in a world of denial today. Possibly for me to keep myself sane?? Or because I'm hiding from what really is there? Maybe both but either or, I dont know what else to do. I was lonely last night, when I didn't want to be more than anything. It is my bed, so I am lying in it. But the hurt is still intense none the less and my heart is so heavy it's pulling my chest to the ground.

I feel a sickness over me. My stomach is in knots and the sun is only blinding me rather than keeping me warm.

I've crushed myself
now I stand over all the little pieces
that I created
and cry

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Mood: Miserable
Listening to: Tori Amos
Drinking: Water

Devious Information

Website
http://plasticastle.com
Email
shebreathes@gmail.com

Current Age: a number + a number = two numbers
Current Residence: The Great Wide Open, California
Interests: My family, photography, web design, poetry, long drives
Favourite band or musician: do not have just one favorite
Favourite genre of music: Anything that makes me feel
Favourite poet or writer: Rumi, Hafiz, Bukowski, Nin, Plath, Robbins
Favourite photographer: Imogen Cunningham, Ansel Adams, Ernest Haas, and so many others
Favourite style or digital art: From the mind
Operating System: one that doesn't crash
Shell of choice: From the ocean
Skin of choice: my loves
Favourite game: the one where you will laugh and smile at me
Favourite cartoon character: Marvin The Martian
Personal Quote: What matters most is how well you walk through the fire
Tools of the Trade: Nikon N80, Nikon D80 , Pentax K1000, misc. lenses, the wet darkroom, and of course my heart

Devious Comments

*maggymay

Apr 6, 2008, 9:37:41 AM

really fantastic gallery! ...i'm impressed!

*TheDarkRabbit

Mar 25, 2008, 6:41:15 PM

Hey you! So... I'm all moved in and everything to my new place. You should come visit!

Anyway... I should be up and posting more work here eventually... I hope.

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My website: [link]

My DA gallery: [link]

~fotokultur

Mar 18, 2008, 3:44:43 PM

hey. . .

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*TheDarkRabbit

Mar 11, 2008, 8:05:44 AM

Hey there, Lady! I just got internet again (as in 20 minutes ago) so I will be posting once I get back from work and all that jazz later today...maybe. Who knows. It could be a long day.

PS. I may be going to Miami this weekend for work.

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My website: [link]

My DA gallery: [link]

*bada

Mar 11, 2008, 1:32:03 AM

Thanks a lot for the comment!

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=RaggedRobin

Feb 26, 2008, 10:02:01 AM

very nice gallery

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Feb 26, 2008, 2:27:31 AM

*shunyata-express

Feb 24, 2008, 10:15:17 AM

a beautiful inspiring gallery, one great image after another.

~fastback73

Feb 22, 2008, 1:36:53 PM

After all this time I finally made the fav's list...LOL!

Always wishing you well my dear!

Thanks...

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~JBNG

Feb 22, 2008, 4:47:10 AM Mood: Amazed

Really really beautiful gallery ! I love your photos !

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*guitarphotomonkey

Feb 21, 2008, 10:39:24 PM

Love your gallery!

`aquapell

Feb 17, 2008, 4:38:01 AM

Thank you for your

Alex

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~horatziu1977

Feb 16, 2008, 8:57:52 AM

great gallery!

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~magikwishez

Feb 3, 2008, 7:47:14 PM

Happy Birthday! ^_^

=synconi

Feb 3, 2008, 1:44:30 PM

Happy birthday!

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~Pavle

Feb 3, 2008, 10:25:19 AM

Every single piece in your gallery is pure magic! Great job...you...you're really talented, you know

P.S.
And happy birthday

*Cmac13

Feb 3, 2008, 7:27:18 AM

an old fashioned rhyme for you

on your special day
Monday's child is fair of face.
Tuesday's child is full of grace.
Wednesday's child is loving and giving.
Thursday's child works hard for a living,
Friday's child fears no foe.
Saturday's child has far to go.
And Sunday’s child is bonny and wise in every way.

More about the rhyme: [link]

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~komandante2005

Feb 3, 2008, 7:19:09 AM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!

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*TheDarkRabbit

Jan 24, 2008, 1:02:16 PM

YOU'RE IT !!!
YOU HAVE BEEN CONSIDERED ONE OF MY SWEETEST FRIENDS ON MY LIST. ONCE YOU HAVE BEEN TAGGED YOU HAVE TO TAG 5 OF YOUR SWEETEST FRIENDS AND LET THEM KNOW THEY ARE SWEET X.X.X""
Send this 2 at least 5 ppl including me if u care 4 me!!!

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... I WAS .............
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Footprints in your
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If you wake up in a red room with no windows and doors, DON'T panic.. you're just in my heart!!!
Send this to all the friends you want to keep forever

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Please check out my gallery [link]

~The-Blound